Mr. Lazy

Time was flowing without an exception, and I was distorted. I considered it as a reality which I should accept as an idealist. Equal or opposite of it, but anyway, time for me and them were flowing, and they demand my time. They computed my time while adding strong weights on the air I breathe, I grab my brush stained with paints which I exchanged with time. Strong colors were exchanged, just I ..

Visual/Distorted Cane 2020. 5. 4. 16:03

Sometimes I open the notes about my thoughts of the past which was written by myself of past. Story about love, philosophy, society, religion, some music greeted me in some special moment, irritating senior in military period, and so on. Climbing up the ladder of thoughts, myself greet me in there, with me I climb up the ladder of thoughts once again to meet myself. And write down letters after ..

Visual/Distorted Cane 2020. 5. 4. 16:02

I like hot weather. I feel alive when I'm walking at China-town where well attended with sweaty body in wet weather. I don't like hot weather with dust. The place where I was on that day was hot and dusty. Dogs were taking a nap breathing the air full of mungy dust. Maybe because of the idea dominating natives in there, they were not generous to foreigners, and it kicked me out on the street of ..

Visual/Distorted Cane 2020. 5. 4. 16:00

I said I need more drug. Response was not to speak it out too loud. Perfume smell was strong. Seems it didn't come out between his mustache, but I felt headache. I went to upstairs. I felt like breaking up with my friend headache after breathing at higher. Everyone was dancing under colors like an ancient tribe hunted a wild boar. It was whirl, and systematic. Like jeans in bleach, it was a regu..

Visual/Distorted Cane 2020. 5. 4. 15:59

Was standing with a tree. We didn't stand at exactly same point, but we were staring at exactly same point. (At least I felt like that.) I felt the distinction from the space between me and the tree, but didn't feel it as a discrimination. Seems the tree is also accepting our distinction. The Saturn was visited in the sky where we greet the Sun daily. Gazing at the Saturn. Imagining the feelings..

Visual/Distorted Cane 2020. 5. 4. 15:58

Sometimes I remind about 'Purple Moonlight' which I was heard from someone. (Frankly speaking, it's not a person with small meanings to me, but I will just call as 'someone'.) I don't know whether her words of observed purple moon which was described as yellow even in Gogh's paintings, are maybe just scraped along her without any meaning nor something special in her life. What important is that ..

Visual/Distorted Cane 2020. 5. 4. 15:56

This Journey is keep going even I don’t know where it started, and even I don’t know whether the choice was mine or not. There was nothing as a standard nor nothing for reference. Maybe there was nothing from the start. Actually, I even not sure if there is an end of this journey yet. As I could not see the feature of start, could not smell the start, touch of the start, sound of it or taste of ..

Visual/Distorted Cane 2020. 5. 4. 15:53

Don't remember clearly whether it was a day or night. Just we shaked our hands. There was no special reason. It was not a reconciliation nor business. Just we shaked our hands in wilderness where don't remember clearly whether it was a day or night. Ah.. Maybe it was not at wilderness, but anyway it was just a meaningless handshake. In eastern-part of one country got a start of another nerve, on..

Visual/Distorted Cane 2020. 4. 14. 17:08